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http://www.bbc.com/earth/story/20170404-the-physics-that-tells-us-what-the-universe-is-made-of http://www.bbc.com/earth/story/20170322-why-we-do-not-know-what-the-big-bang-looked-like

हे घुमतंय डोक्यात ... तसं आधी एकदा वाचलं होतं ... पण तेव्हा काहीच समजलं नव्हतं ...  आत्ता झोल असाय की समजतंय असं वाटतंय .... पण grip नाही येते ...  मगाशी मधेच थोडा वेळ वाटून गेलं - Euler ची "समाधी" बघायला गेलं पाहिजे .... (अश्या इच्छा आताशा येत नाहीत मनात) .... ह्यावरून अंदाज यावा "to what extent my mind must be blown by this" चा   Leonhard Euler, Carl Fredrich Gauss, Newton, Galileo अश्या माणसांचे फोटो देवघरात का लावू .. चुकलं ... ह्या माणसांचे फोटो ठेवलेल्या जागेलाच देवघर म्हणावे.

I was watching   Astronomy Picture of the Day 18-June-2017 - Saturn from Cassini . and these thoughts followed: 1. Ever since I can remember I wanted to understand everything, to know all the mechanisms. 2. And a desire to be in control of everything. Does the former originate from the latter? I don't know. May be the 2 are totally unrelated. But both exist. And (maybe as a weird combination of the two,) exists as a desire to play with everything. for ex. In the above video we only get some glimpses of Saturn. Also despite this being closest mankind has ever got to Saturn, it feels like being made to read a newspaper kept in the drawing room from the kitchen. You can only barely read the headlines. But you see enough to know that there's lot more than what you see. And I feel like I am missing out on a lot of sensational detail. Maybe there's a stunning cartoon in one of the corners and I cannot enjoy it. Then there's the curiosity about what is not seen;

Once you lose the ability to be fooled by yourself, suffering is never far away. - मच्छा

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